Friday, August 20, 2010 @ 8/20/2010 11:52:00 AM
think wanna discontinue abt prod episodes.
and just start on the eposide of life.
in charcoal for like 3 weeks nao.
by nw shld get used to things..
and such , still my slow processing brain is still.. taking in things bit by bit.
YES I AM GODDAMNSLOW. so what?
trying .
giving it all
this week i tio aboyeur . aka shout orders wan aka exec chef.
wonder wth did i even take up this position for . doing without thinking i guess.
and .. the world is a fierce one. hope that the same dosent repeat itself over again.
dont want agony to haunt me again . please onegaishimasu.
the position of exec chef is .. kinda demanding . tho have no much physical roles to play . like check mis en place sort. but
have bigger roles , like TAKE CARE of everyone . like being a mama to them , being a mama to the kitchen , ensuring that ur home is neat , tidy , everything also have , and everything goes smoothly . see the big picture from up above , looking after ur kids . their toys . new things comming in. and such.
i somehow take the role of the exec chef of being a sole breadwinner of the house , why so ?
cos being the sole bread winner ,u gotta overlook everything , ur pay is ur customer / work . ur cliques/team are ur kids , the new order , demands are like house bills , new clothes to buy n such , makes some what literally sense-less right . bt , for me . example .
new order , ur kids demand more n more n more things, unfortunately ur pay is only xxx amnt . so gotta spend within ur budget , control what is need and want . and make sure everything that u purchase is of uttmost quality . like eg this sofa , ur kids really want em , ok lor buy lor , bt buy liao quality no good . thn few weeks later send back . dog ate the refund letter and ur $$ fly away. meaning
new order come , thing nt well done / cooked thorughly customer complain , gotta redo.
whose fault ? the exec chef fault / mama , reason . nvr check for quality before buying the item . nvr ask lots of qns , nvr do research , never check quality . and just buy . money gone . full stop.
sigh
being back to reality and stop all those mama stuff..
man im only 17~
just hope that all goes well today , that i hopefully will be a good mama to u guyz and take good care of u all . and that u guyz can rely on me for a smooth sailing trip ahead.
brain cells please . work like a mama.
.. sigh .. think suwandi best for the job , hes like a papa already.. . MAN I NEED TO IMPROVE LOTS LOTS LOTS. oshit unable to stay calm . gahhhh going NUTWSSSASDAD!
ya ,, my brain is talking inside and my fingers are just typing em all out here.
sorry to the audience who have to tahan with this UNGLAM/FUGGLY episode.
really. i nida type to sort things out in my brain, a platform to .. talk to myself i guess.
i dun care who de flabbagasta u are. hope u understand this immature thiniking of a 17year old kid. whos gonna be a mama for the class.
just realises she have a phobia of being late to work its only ..12.20pm now.. and work at 3.oopm. transport 30mins train . aka 45mins incld walking . WTH AM I SO GAN JIONG! yesterday arrived at , 1.30 according to their clock . 1HR 30MINS EARLY. ohmyflabbagasta.
shit . weird things again.
owell this is life inside sujatas brain
if wan die . SEE WHO MATI FIRST. muahahaa.
sft . dun kill me . order please dont kill me , DAMM SOUS CHEF PLEASE BE BESIDE ME. SLACKER... grrrrr. :p
